Slowly,
I,
Tear at the seems.
As a bonfire,
I burn up in flames.
Oh so,
Dreaded,
The winter howls.
Screeching and,
Ripping apart souls.
Devour,
The light,
Of mercyful day.
For as we,
Soon will pay.
My soul,
Thin,
Like summer wind,
Breezing,
Gushing through my hair.
Crumbling,
Like the walls,
All around me,
And the dust,
Floating around.
Aching,
Like my hands,
From the blistering,
And my eyes,
From the glistening.
Let go,
Of life.
And all of,
The routine,
You’re in.
Cut off,
All contact.
Move away,
To places,
Far from here.
Only then.
You realise.
Realise the fact,
That insanity,
Is only reality.
Istumas,
Sigaretitossu seas,
Leian end,
Halvas ja heas.
Mõtlemas,
Pimeduse ajal,
Leian end,
Elus või surmanajal.
Põlemas,
Talvises tuisus,
Leian end,
Seisund introvertsus.
Raske lumi,
Matmas mind.
Jäätumas,
Mina ja maapind.
Valge maailm,
Vahelduvalt pime.
Vaikuses,
Ma sosistan su nime.
Tühi tuba,
Karje kajab.
Üksinduses,
Isik oma elu rajab.